When Dr Joe (his work, I mean) happened for me in early-mid Feb 2025, and introduced "Void" and becoming no-thing (or in full, "no body, no one, no thing, no where, no time" - I recognised the void he was talking about! That, to me, was Home.
And no-thing? ...That was what I wanted to be for so many (suicidal) years.
HOME - VOID
HOME, 1995
In 1995, almost no one had heard of the internet and WWW, email, Google, social platforms, youTube ... none of those things had manifested in our physical world.
In 1995, I did my NLP Practitioner course in London, under ITS / Ian McDermott. I was fortunate enough to receive a few interventions - on stage - as part of his demonstrations.
During one of them, Ian had asked me to go in my mind to somewhere that was safe and peaceful for me. When I "came back", he asked where I had been. I said, "Home". That was my first time I was conscious of being there (home), consciously identifying it for what it was, and how I felt there.
My description was that I was in SPACE; vast amounts of space. Nothing there. Just floating in this black space. And far, far, far, far away ... I could see little dots of light, all of them also spaced far, far, far apart. But they were friendly. And they were far, far away. And in that vast space, I could finally BREATHE. I felt safe.
I also told Ian that I felt separate and distinct (from the other stars/bright lights) but also ... like ONE with them. And I said to Ian, "do you know what I mean?" And he, looking directly at me said, "I know exactly what you mean."
That became my anchor to going "Home". Because when he said that, I felt such a wave of thankfulness and gratitude and acknowledgement and relief. So whenever I want to enter Home again, I see myself sitting on that stage, with Ian on my right, and all the participants in front of us. I look over at Ian, hear his words again, and then .... I am Home again... in that vast, safe space.
Dr Joe's "VOID"
In 2025 and with thanks to the existence of the ubiquitous internet, I finally experienced the "click" with Dr Joe's work. And in his work, I was introduced to Dr Joe's "Void" - that quantum space where we become no body, no one, where there is no thing, in a vast no where, no time - I thought/felt, "eh ... that is my Home!" he is talking about!!!
And thank God for 1995, because it has helped me each time to more easily enter the "void" because I have been there, quite a few times.
And the first few times, I almost felt a stirring of indignation that Dr Joe kept calling my Home, the Void!!!
Not only was recognising and (consciously) meeting my Home in 1995 a blessing in this sense now, but also because of the emotions it engenders and is embedded in the very thought of my Home. I feel free, and safe, immensely grateful and humble, and so glad to be Home again. Each time. And surely, those are Elevated Emotions that Dr Joe urges us to feel and hold on to when we are in the quantum.
No Thing
And then there is the "no thing" that Dr Joe talks about. And strange as it seems, it was only last night (9/3/25) that it occurred to me that that is exactly what I used to long for so desperately over so many years .. and thought that the only way I could get to that state was via dying.
In those endless suicidal thoughts, I could imagine with so much desperation and longing and even viseral clarity, that at the end of the suicide, I would become nothing. And I would finally, finally have peace.
And then, here is Dr Joe, in 2025 ... urging us to become "no thing/nothing" so we can enter the void/my Home!
Conclusion
All very surreal. I cannot yet (if ever) connect all the mysterious dots that keep popping up. It is almost, as the many overlaps and coincidences occur to me, that a lot of my past life has been in preparation for this challenge/work/newLife.
