Mom named me correctly, even if she never fully realised that. Helena for Light.
Today I did a Tad James self Time Line (TL) intervention.
The trigger for the intervention is this recent supposed recurrence of cancer.
The identified possible root cause was:
- when I was 10yo
- mom vs ah ma -
- me doing what I knew was right (nightly accompanying my grandma to her room at the end and back of a large house)
- consequence - the wall of searing anger and hatred mom directed at me when I returned to the family in the TV room.
- It caused me a lot of fear and anguish. A lot. The result was I often couldn't decide in my life (or it felt like I struggled with the painful dilemma of "should I- should't I" ... and "what is the right thing to do"; trying desperately to make these decisions in a whirl of anguish and un-clarity.
- The belief I formed at the time of the root cause was; "Doing Right has DIRE CONSEQUENCES".
Following the Tad Jame TL intervention, at Position 2 (directly above the originating event):
- doing right is always right. Consequences are temporary. Right becomes Light and stays with you always.
- it was the challenge and hardship or obstacle that allowed you to realise the power and strength you had inside to Do Right because it is Right
- you become the Light for others.
So thank you Mom!!!
So
"Doing Right only has temporary consequences but Doing Right brings Light that is Powerful and last over time"
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| From NLP Master Practitioner Course with Tad James and ITS Training, UK, Mar 1996 |
p/s I now realise it only goes to show that I carried on doing what I felt was right, even at that age and despite the "dire consequences" from Mom - it showed how strong I was (though for most of my life, I could not see it). But maybe more than my strength, it shows me how guided I was and there is a strength beyond our knowing.
At this moment, I am still unsure as to how this old fear and limiting belief have to do with the recurrence of cancer??
